Saturday, November 18, 2006

Love in a moment

I looked around the street today as I walked to work. I met your glance and smiled lightly then turned my head from shyness. I loved you then just for a moment of treasured passion. I saw that love in anothers face getting a ticket for the train. The kind stare, the endless words trapped by closed lips. I smiled brighter and loved you agian, just for a second, then the train came and I left you waiting on the platform. Loving you as you pulled your coat tighter to fight the coming wind and passed from view. I sat quietly on the train seeking the possibility of meeting that one, you. I see your eyes in so many faces and feel your breath on my neck. I know it's you but can't take my gaze from my life long enough to feel it. I can love you from afar as I fill your life with my fantasies of happiness. You never say a word, you just look and smile from so many places out of different faces. I have this love to give and a mind to understand you but you never say a word. So, I wait. I'll see you agian getting coffee or running for a cab. I'll see you and you'll see me and still you never say a word. Just remember gentlemen, I am here waiting for a word, a glance, a simple hello to invite me into your life and help you feel that happiness of companionship and endless romances. I'll keep living my life, working, praying, making my little corner of the world turn. Still I wait for that most able movement of love's embrace. I'll see you agian, but will you have the courage to speak this time? Will I just listen to the wind as you pass from view?

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Your Sista?

Am I not your sista?
My skin is white, my mind is white
My thoughts are white, my life is white
You look to me and say, hey white girl
Am I not your sista?
I look to you and say, what up brotha?
Eyes flash surrounded by night
Brotha?, you are not my sista, white girl
You are different, outside, away and gone
Removed from my world, my pain, my hope, my strain
You are not my sista, white girl
On the outside looking in I see, chicken
I see skin, ghetto lives and wasted power
I see thought and truth, respect and loneliness
I see colors and guns and hate
I see me in your skin
I see the dark flesh fold about my body
I see my hair curl and fro
I see my eyes deepen, heavy minded
Slated with your skin now I see
I see a blessing, God’s light on me
I see the world, the small ringing world
I see hopes on rocks, rejoicing prayer
I see territory, love and effort
I see trials and triumph, weakness
I see black men as my men, just men
I see the white man, outside, away and gone
Am I not your sista?
No, I have a white soul
Skin does not change me
I am a forbidden sista
Pushed away - to white to be right
Left alone in suburbia
Hawking businessmen for a dime a day
Sitting quietly on the street, waiting
Empty pockets and drug habits
Mom is a janitor, dad’s a deadbeat
Here’s the down beat
I see you, I see me, I see the light of God in us as one
Mayonnaise and Chocolate nasty sandwich
Or say Oreo, no, black outside with a white soul
I say to white to be part of the click, the gang, the fight, the night
I say to white for you, for me, for the world?
My skin defines me? Does your skin define you?
Yes, we let sight make out judgments, not our minds
I feel brotha; I feel that once long history of us as one
Call us Human, souls, thoughts, heart; say I am your sista
I am in your world, your life, your pain
I am here rejoicing God, with you, near you, by you
I am white and pushing, pulling, pressing the issue
Am I not your sista?
Call me Honkey, white trash, KKK, Call me hater
I say no. White this skin may be but I have a soul of gold
Gold, mine and yours, god's shining glory to the universe
Shine our souls, our spirit, our joined hands
Unite this golden birth of light and power
I say Brotha I am your sista
Basted in whitewash but truth lies here to
Pain and struggle and strife, my white life
I felt the white man
Pushing, pulling, prying me outside, away and gone
I say stop the ringing lives of white vs. black
Color vs. Color, gun vs. gun, beat the stereotype
Ply it to your will, use it, abuse it, redo it
Hell I blew it
Look at it here this Honkey on stage speaking of black man’s rage
And she wants to be my sista?
I know not your life of color and Jell-O
I say I have color too, not white but tan, scorched
Sun darken my skin, deliver me from my white prison
Make me who I want to be, give me color
Make me a part of the clever parade of beautiful color
Shine the light through the dark man’s eyes
I say no, why does my skin have to match what does not matter
My mind is there, listening waiting, praying, guiding, seeing
I see you black man, brown woman, yellow child
I see my white skin and I say with God here, right here
I take pride not in my genetics or history,
I am prideful god made me
Made me like you here, beating, throbbing, animal passion
Clear soon to be understood, I stand
I stand up for my self, my love, my power, my family, my race
Yes, I stand up here in this room with every black face
And say I stand for my race, the race, the only place of grace
God place my heart into their eyes tonight, let them see me
Here standing with arms here to embrace my race, our race, the race
Racing, pacing, tracing lives of human passion,
Bring me that color, that trade
I stand here your sista, your race the only race
The Human place of standing in god eyes
Our blessed eyes of humanity and foretold peace
Here I stand your sista, the white sista of the Human race
Race to be one in God’s place, the Human race of heart and hope
The black hole of enmity and place, I am the human race
Am I not your sista?

Hate this Honkey

Hate this Honkey
by Sarazann Greenwood

Call me Cracker
Pale skin and pale eyes
Define lying eyes this pale soul
Call me Honkey
Texas girl wrapped in KKK clothes
Hit up from the toe up lack of melanin
Call me Rebel
Standing in no one’s army
Fighting flag symbol of treachery
Call me Caucasian
What?! A Jew, a Mick, a Wap
Different cultures same skin
Call me Believer
God’s spray of color and war
Different lands pleading eyes

Free us, God! Free us from hatred!
No, dig this, my brother,
Listen to my cracker jive

Hate, I say hate with every breath in the soul God gave you.
That’s the power, that’s the depth of human, soul power.
Trembled eyes see the hate, love the hate, marvel at the hate,
feel the hate, want the hate, need the hate.
Feel this supremacy, this energy, this bloodlust, this Hate.

This cracker skin, this green eye, this last remembrance of a history, hate this vessel, this walking corpse, hate me.
Hate this KKK, bed sheet wearing, serial killing, child molesting, rampaging school shooter. This satanic cult loving, piece of rich Honkey shit, cattle rustling, banshee in the night of slave owning pain, Hate me.

Free us? God? Can we breathe without hate? Can we survive peace? Could we live one moment in our lives breathing this beauty, living this blessed beauty of God’s embrace?

Could we love the hate?
Could we drop our swords of culture and equality and stop? Stop to see the difference, the black, the white, the yellow, the red, the brown?

Could we see people instead of color?
See that hopeful painting of sacred light and shadow unfold? Can we define our lives on humanities terms? Can we believe? Believe this power this enchanting human mystery of souls long dead ringing our ear of perspective segregation?

Can we see beyond seeing? Hope beyond dreaming? Love beyond knowing? Feel beyond understanding?
Can we feel this hate?
Yes.